A feeling of hate...

 I don't want to cry,

But the tears began to flow...

I don't want to be sad,

But my heart are full of hatred...

I don't want to get mad,

But I was filled with anger at the way people had been treated me...

I don't want to lose my control again,

But  I've got terrible shock !!!

I give all my fairness to life,

But life seems so unfair!!!

I've learned and give all my trust to people around me,

But they're taking advantage of it........

I give them all my love and support,

But they didn't recognize and doesn't  appreciate!

I thought that they are accepting me as  a human being,

But I was wrong,,,

They are only using me and treated me like a fool...

No one...

No one left around me...

And all the strength that I have are gone too...

From now on,I don't know how to face and survive the realities of life...

I don't know where to start again,

And I don't know how?...Come what may...

  (._.)

...KILL ONESELF...

is the only option that I have!

...But I am not stupid to do that fucking nonsense!!!!

If they're not needing me,,,I must learned to forget the past and find someone new (^-^)

I know time well heal my broken heart!!!

"Thinking of him,makes me emotional..."